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Post by jademelody on Jun 12, 2007 22:27:00 GMT -4
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Post by keyserzozie on Jun 13, 2007 3:30:34 GMT -4
CHAPTER 11 RITUAL Sayid understood about ritual. He’d been brought up with it all his life, and although the Westernized part of him understood that such things were only the husk, and not the heart of a religion, this did not keep him from quietly keeping his own customs – the prayers to Mecca; the ritual cleansing; the preparation of food - gestures that comforted him now more than ever in this alien place so far from his home. Why was it, then, that his instincts rebelled so strongly against what Ben proposed? Of course, anything that Ben proposed was potentially dangerous, if only inasmuch as it gave him his way; allowed him to give orders again. But in fact, it made sense to burn the bodies. Beach sand is too porous for the odour of decomposition to be entirely contained, and the combined stink of so many corpses would not, he knew, be at all pleasant – although Sayid was still confident that this problem would be short-lived. The helicopters were long overdue. When rescue finally came for them – He wondered what would be done with their own dead. With Shannon, Boone, Libby and the others. They would have to be disinterred, he thought. Taken home in body bags. The thought of her being disturbed again was suddenly and profoundly distressing to him, and he wondered at the immediacy of his grief. Surely, after all that had happened some of that should have disappeared. And yet it had not. Perhaps it never would. He shot a suspicious look at Ben, looking down into the mass grave in which the seven corpses had been dumped. It was hard to see in that treacherous light, but he thought he saw a hint of a smile flicker across the man’s damaged mouth. And was that a whisper in the air…? Someone speaking his name? He took an angry step towards Ben, suppressing the urge to slap that smile right off his face. “What did you say?” Ben looked up. It had been Sayid’s idea to tie his hands, although it served no practical purpose. Ben was not going to run away. “You said something.” Ben shook his head. He was still smiling, Sayid thought. He could tell, though the others might not. He wanted more than ever to hit the man, and the power of that urge frightened him a little. Sayid was not a sadistic man. He had taken no pleasure in making people suffer – except in the case of Benjamin Linus, who, or so it seemed to Sayid, could never be made to suffer enough. Once more the image of Shannon’s body inside a black ziplock bag crossed his mind. The grief he felt was like a blow. It would have been cleaner to burn her, he thought. Cleaner and more permanent. “How long has it been? Three weeks?” said Ben. His voice was calm and very quiet. “After three weeks decomposition is well under way. Sand, of course, channels the fluids away from the corpse, but there’s clay under this stretch of sand, and you’d be surprised at how much fluid and gas a single body can generate. In desert, with a constant flow of dry air, total desiccation would occur within weeks, but I’m afraid that with so much moisture around -” Sayid grabbed Ben’s arms, painfully tight. His eyes were like points of obsidian. “You say another word and I’ll kill you,” he said. “I don’t care who gets in my way.” Then he gave Ben a sudden shove, pushing him backwards into the grave. Robbed of the means to break his fall, Ben fell heavily onto his back, among the broken corpses of his fallen comrades. Alex gave a cry. “Dad!” For a moment Ben just lay there, hands bound, looking up. How could he still be smiling? Sayid thought. The moment lengthened. No-one moved. Then Locke reached down. “Here. Let me help.” A long look passed between them that Sayid could not identify. Locke, too, had that smile now – a look almost of serenity. Straining his muscles, he pulled Ben out and untied the ropes from around his wrists. “No!” said Sayid. Locke looked at him. “It’s all right, Sayid.” “All right?” Sayid’s face was distorted with rage. “And on what basis do you say that, John?” Locke put a hand on Sayid’s arm. “Listen to me, Sayid,” he said. “Remember what I told you about the voting process in the Vatican? How they burn the papers to make black smoke to show that there’s a new Pope?” Blankly, Sayid shook his head. “Well, when does black smoke happen here?” Slowly Sayid looked at Alex, then at Rousseau, standing behind her, her brown face blank and inscrutable. “We saw black smoke when Danielle tried to take Claire’s baby -” “That was just a diversion,” said Locke. “She lit the fire herself that day. But where did she get the idea, Sayid? When has that black smoke been seen before?” Now Rousseau spoke in her hoarse voice; the voice of one unused to talking. “I saw it the day they took Alex,” she said, with a sideways glance at her daughter. “Three days before I recorded the message. A little over sixteen years ago. I thought -” Locke nodded. “And so did I. But what if Alex wasn’t the reason? What if the smoke meant something else? A signal, sixteen years ago – a sign that the Others had chosen their new leader?” Sayid considered that for a while, controlling the rage that threatened to overcome his self-control. Locke needed careful handling. He was strong, he was smart, and in spite of everything, many people trusted him – more so, at least, than an ex-Iraqi torturer. “So what if it was, John?” he said at last. “I don’t see how this is relevant.” “Look behind you,” Locke said simply, gesturing to a point beyond the trees. Sayid and Danielle turned round at once. Alex just looked at her father, the colour draining from her face, her dark-blue eyes filled with dread. Ben’s expression did not change. And, little by little, silence fell over the busy camp as more and more people stopped to look at the tower of black smoke rising into the sky. And in the silence there came a sound that Sayid took a few moments to identify. A low, percussive, repetitive sound; something as familiar to Sayid as his own heartbeat, distant at first, but growing louder and louder until at last it was unmistakable, slicing through the air like a blade. “Allah Akhbar,” murmured Sayid. The helicopters had arrived.
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Post by GL-12 on Jun 14, 2007 13:48:00 GMT -4
Chapter 12 “Why do you want to leave the Island so badly, Jack? What is it you so desperately want to get back to?” Jack heard Ben’s words over and over. From the moment they were spoken, they seemed to float around like leaves stirred up by the breeze. Jack knew, of course, that it was only memory – that those were not whispers on the wind, but the sound of waves lapping at the shore. That the voices in his ears were nothing more than stress coupled with sleep-deprivation, Jack was certain of that. But as he sat alone, staring out at the boatless horizon, the voices still came. “Can you just not wait to get back to the hospital? Get back to fixing things?” Yes, Ben. I want to get back to the hospital. To what I know. To where things make sense. I know who I am there. I know what is expected of me. I make decisions and I save lives. There is no time for questions, no place for mystery. In the operating theater, I give orders and they are followed. I decide and I act. And I don’t second-guess. Some live and some die based on what I do. Not fate. Me.
“I know you think you need to do this, Jack, but it’s a mistake.” The knot in Jack’s stomach twisted even tighter. Why should I give a good goddamn what Ben Linus thinks? Twisted son of a bitch. Keeping people in cages. Burning people with branding irons. Psychopath, that’s what you are. Ought to be locked up.
“After what he did to you, you should hate him. But you fixed him up. Why?” “Because I said I would.” The uncomplicated answer seemed to satisfy you, Alex, but it wasn’t entirely true. “I want you to want to save my life.” I did want to save your life. And I wanted you to know that it was me that saved your life. Every day you live, every breath, every step, I want you to know that it was me who gave it to you. I saw the fear in your eyes when I said no. I tormented you with the knowledge that I had your salvation in my hands and it felt good. It felt good to make you suffer. To wonder. To beg. So when it was over, why did you seem to know all along that I would do it? How could you know that?
Jack thought back to the days after Ben’s surgery, when he had been a prisoner with the Others. It was uncomplicated. Easy. Aside from being under a constant, but respectful, watch, Jack had been treated more as a guest than a hostage. Ben had been gracious and grateful. He was a model patient, and the speed of his recovery had been, well, Jack didn’t like to use words like miraculous. Involuntarily, his mind drifted to Ben’s pre-op examination. Jack had been in his element, in control. But when Ben removed his shirt, Jack had stared, dumbfounded. “Something wrong?” Ben had asked. Jack shook his head slightly. “Not two weeks ago I removed an arrow from that shoulder,” he said, pointing to Ben’s unblemished skin. “Well,” Ben said, shrugging. “I had a good doctor.” Jack ran his fingers over where a scar should have been, as if to make sure his eyes were not deceiving him. Ben merely watched him with those maddening eyes that seemed to see all but revealed nothing. Jack was a man of science. He didn’t like things he couldn’t explain.
“Do you believe in God, Jack?” Jack glanced up the beach to where Sayid and Locke guarded Ben and each other. It was an absurd twist of events. When Ben first came to them, pretending to be Henry Gale, it was Locke who wanted him tortured. It was Locke who thought he was “one of them.” Jack was the guardian angel, pulling an enraged Sayid off of the seemingly timid and confused stranger. Jack’s simmering anger boiled up again at the thought of John Locke. “I’m a man of faith.” Faith? Try delusion. All your talk of destiny. Talking about the island like it is a living being. You think this is heaven? Not likely. If you want to stay here and pretend to be a mystic, living on lotus and wild honey, help yourself. But you won’t keep the rest of us here. I’m going to get these people home. I’m going to save them.
“No offense, mate, but if there's one person on this island I would put my absolute faith in to save us all it would be John Locke.” Absolute faith? Why, Charlie? Why Locke? I know he helped you at first, but why absolute faith? What do you see? What do any of them see in Locke? Why is he even still here? At the radio tower, he tried to kill me. He pointed a gun at me and threatened to shoot me. He destroyed our hope of communication or maybe even passage off the island. So why, when he fell into step with us back to the beach, why did nobody stop him? Why did nobody even question it?
“You’re not supposed to do this, Jack.” Not supposed to? Why? How do you know? How can you be so certain? Please. I want to be certain of something. Anything.
“Why do you find it so hard to believe?” You have to be stopped, John. I have to stop you. Your faith is ridiculous. It is wrong. It has to be wrong. If your faith is true…well, it has to be wrong. I said I would save them and I will. Not you, John. Me. I will save them. If I can’t save them, then what am I? If you are right, then what am I?
“Let it go, Jack.” Let it go, Jack.
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Post by keyserzozie on Jun 17, 2007 16:58:09 GMT -4
CHAPTER 13 For such a tall and lanky man, his ability to pass unnoticed was little short of phenomenal. Brown as bark and just as resilient, his ancient boiler-suit faded and stained to the colours of the trees, he moved in stealth towards their camp, leaving no trace of his passing, occasionally checking the bloodstained wad that mittened his wounded right hand. It had been a calculated risk. Ben had ordered him to kill Charlie, and the grenade had been his best shot. The impact had blown open the Looking Glass – sadly, too late to prevent the sabotage – and at the same time, had blown off his index finger at the second joint and the annular at the first, as well as the tip of his right thumb. That didn’t matter so much to Mikhail. His left hand was as good as his right, and he had weathered worse in his time. Nor was he overly concerned about the wound from the harpoon gun. If it had been a fatal hit, then he would have been dead by now. Twenty-four hours later, he knew – at least from that point of view – that his chances of survival were good. The problem of the signal remained. He’d tried to return to the flooded hatch as soon as the Scotsman was out of the way, but the impact of the grenade he’d used, added to the earlier trauma of the sonar fence, meant serious damage to his eardrums, and even with partial knowledge of the numbers - overheard as he’d feigned death - he had not been able to fully work out the Good Vibrations of the system code. Exhausted, he had collapsed on the shore, allowing his need for rest to take over. Waking, he’d forced himself to eat – dried jerky that he carried with him, salty enough to make him wince, but laden with energy for his task – then set off through the jungle in search of Ben. Ben owed him an explanation. Loyalty should cut both ways. He’d caught up with Ben’s people as they reached the temple, though he had not revealed himself. Instead, he’d watched them from his vantage point behind some rocks. Ben was not with them. That was concerning. Even more so was the fact that they were preparing for something. One of their rituals, Mikhail thought. He supposed it was a funeral – the white tunics they wore would suggest that. But where were the bodies? And where were the rafts? And why were they building this beacon here, piling wood and leaves into the firepit between the temple’s great stone feet? Mikhail had never been part of this group. He enjoyed being alone, living apart, performing a vital task in isolation from the rest. He was aware that he did not belong; that he had not endeared himself by refusing to share their priorities. Mikhail answered to Benjamin alone – which was why he’d been shaken by what had occurred. Ben had lied. That was nothing new. But Ben had lied to him – which had made him reassess everything. He’d assumed that their long acquaintance had given him certain privileges. Now he doubted even this; and although he still clung to his loyalty – because loyalty defined him now, because without it he would be nothing but a scarred old veteran of a war long since lost – for the first time in years he experienced doubt; doubt in Ben’s ability; doubt in his own; doubt like an itch in a sensitive spot, eating away at everything. Was Ben dead? Had the Hostiles killed him? Was that the purpose of this ceremony? And if he’d been taken prisoner, then what the hell were they doing here? As he watched the preparations, however, Mikhail began to understand. Even as an outsider, he was well aware of the present dissention in the camp; of the rumours that Ben was out of control; that he’d sent seven people to their deaths; that he was playing some secret game; that he’d been a fool over Juliet; that he’d been guilty of the sin of pride; that Jacob had punished him by giving him a tumour; that he’d taken Locke to speak to Jacob, then killed him out on the mountainside – If that were so, then he understood why they might be having serious doubts. He saw how, if Ben had been captured, they might just leave him to his fate. These people needed to be led; they needed to believe that their leader knew best; that he was somehow beyond the weaknesses, the fears and doubts of an ordinary man - They’d thought him superhuman, had they? Mikhail knew that he was not. Mikhail’s grudging admiration of Ben was based, not on a superstitious belief in his invulnerability, but on quite the opposite. Mikhail, who believed neither in God nor Jacob, believed implicitly in Ben. Ben, who over sixteen years had kept these people under control through nothing more than intelligence. He’d had his share of obstacles. He’d overcome them, every one. But in his absence, their doubt had grown; and anyone wanting to take control – I have to find him, Mikhail thought. Warn him – before it’s too late - He ran all the way to the Black Rock, then approached the castaways’ beach in stealth. Twenty-four hours had passed now, and his injuries were beginning to heal. Mikhail was a fast healer, even by the island’s terms. His eardrums, too, were beginning to recover, and he found he could hear some of what was being said; their discussions on whether to keep Ben alive; their hopeful talk of rescue; their plans. Mikhail bided his time. He could see that Ben, though badly beaten, was in no immediate danger. The Iraqi wanted to kill him, of course, but Mikhail knew a soldier when he saw one, and knew Sayid would follow orders. The Frenchwoman was dangerous, but seemed to Mikhail docile at present. The doctor might act on impulse, he thought, but would not shoot a man in cold blood. Locke was alive, and keeping guard. And as for Ben – From afar Mikhail watched with reluctant admiration. He’d always been a man of action; good with explosives; handy with guns. Words had never come easily to him, and he’d always rather mistrusted them. But watching Ben was magical. Over the course of the day he watched as people came and went around the little shelter in which Ben was kept under guard. Some stayed only for seconds; others remained for much longer. Some went away looking sheepish, or scared, or angry, or moved, or confused, but no-one stayed indifferent, and no-one stayed away for long. It was like watching the patterns of iron filings on a sheet of paper when a magnet has been applied. This is why I still take his orders, thought Mikhail wryly to himself. Now – what would Ben want me to do? His first thought was rescue, of course. But Ben had infiltrated their camp once before, allowing himself to be captured and shot, then beaten and interrogated, all for the sake of his strategy. If this were his motivation now, Mikhail thought, then a rescue attempt would accomplish nothing, and would undermine Ben’s further plan. And so he waited, keeping his one good eye on the small pile of dynamite concealed by his side, as evening fell and their fires were lit and the sounds of the camp dwindled into those of quiet domesticity, as if there were no ship out there, checking its co-ordinates, or helicopters standing by awaiting the order to take to the air -
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Post by keyserzozie on Jun 21, 2007 10:37:56 GMT -4
CHAPTER 14 FIGHT OR FLIGHT Hurley was the first to react. Perhaps because he’d been waiting for them; perhaps because the others were still too preoccupied with the ugly little scene near the burial pit. Hurley kept away from that pit. For a start, those guys were none too fresh. Second, he’d actually seen them die. At first he’d thought he could handle that; but now he began to doubt himself. The big guy disturbed him especially; the one Sawyer had shot when he was trying to surrender. Hurley wondered if his distress was partly because he himself was a big guy. And he had been trying to give himself up – He looked over his shoulder at Sawyer again. There was something seriously wrong with that dude, something that hadn’t been there before – or perhaps, Hurley told himself, something important missing. It was like he’d been replaced with a lookalike - no more jokes, no more nicknames, not even a glance at Kate with her top off, washing herself in the little nest of rocks that served as the community bath-house. It was kinda creepy, Hurley thought. Then there was Jack. That was no joke. Talking to no-one but Juliet, as if she hadn’t been one of Them – Then there was Locke. Wow, man. Standing among them like he hadn’t just knifed that girl in the back, the one who was going to save them all – He had to be crazy. Hadn’t he? I mean, all that time spent out in the jungle, that stuff in the hatch, Ekko’s death – all of that must have sent the poor guy nuts. And yet he was very convincing – though crazies often were, Hurley thought, remembering Dave and how real he’d seemed, even here right on the island - The sound of propellers roused him from his thoughts. A distant throb, like a beating heart. He got to his feet with difficulty, opened his mouth and found that the words just wouldn’t come. “What is it?” said Rose, seeing his face. Her tent was next to his, and she had been sitting by her campfire, making tea and watching him. She had tried to engage him about what had happened – but Hurley, never articulate, had not been able to tell her much. Now he stood, mouth open, face congested with some emotion Rose had never seen before. He pointed at the inky horizon. Rose understood. “They’re coming,” she said. * By the half-finished burial pit, all eyes now turned to the sky. “Jack!” called Sayid. But Jack was already running towards them with Juliet not far behind. “I heard,” he said. “How far away?” “Ten minutes. Maybe less.” Sayid shot a look in Ben’s direction. “We need to tie him up,” he said. “We cannot risk him getting away.” Silently Locke shook his head, and Sayid wondered how, with rescue so close at hand, the man could still be so serene in his delusion, so filled with the sense that he was right. He took a step forward, meaning to grab Ben by the wrist, but Locke was there first, shielding Ben from Sayid’s assault. “I don’t want to hurt you, Sayid,” he said. “Is that what you said to Naomi?” Sayid glared up at the taller man. “No, that’s what you said to Nadia,” said Ben. Sayid stopped to stare at him. “That was her name, wasn’t it?” Ben’s voice was a miracle of control. “You told her that on the first day they sent you in to torture her. Nadia. Naomi. Such similar names. Not especially common names, in Manchester or in Iraq. Why do you think they chose her, Sayid? Why do you think they sent her here? And while we’re on the subject, Sayid, didn’t she remind you of her – just a little, in the eyes?” Sayid’s fists clenched. “Shut up,” he said. “They recruited you because of her. Made you betray one of your own. And yet it never occurred to you that they might have recruited her – used her to spy on someone else – ” “Such as?” That was Locke, staring at Ben, his calm expression belied by the sudden tension in his shoulders. The helicopters were closer now. Two of them, five minutes away. Ben gave his crooked smile. “Remember Mrs Jamal, John? You were working as a surveyor for Welcome Homes. You checked her house. She was a nice lady. And on that same day you saw your father – whose funeral you had attended only a couple of weeks before.” Now Locke’s eyes were wide with shock. “He is lying,” said Sayid – though he too looked shaken. “What the hell does it matter now?” interrupted Jack impatiently. “He’s only trying to stall for time. The ship heard our signal. They’re coming for us. He’s finished, and he knows it.” “Jack,” said Ben. “We’re all finished -” Jack made an angry sound in his throat. “Unless you listen to me. Now.” Jack turned away, then abruptly turned back. From out of his belt he drew a gun and handed it to the Iraqi. “Watch him, Sayid,” Jack said. “Shoot him – shoot them both if you have to. I’m going to get the others ready. We’ll need to clear a place for the choppers to land. We’ll need torches. Beacons. Juliet -” He began to run across the sand. But Juliet was watching Ben. Even in the firelight, her face was ashy-pale. “Ben, please,” she said softly. Sayid levelled the gun at Ben. “Notice my aim is a little low. It will not kill you. But I cannot promise that it will not hurt.” Ben ignored him. “Believe me,” he said, and for the first time that evening Locke caught the raw edge in Ben’s voice and the passionate, urgent look in his eyes. “Unless they get under cover right now, everyone on this beach will die. That may seem bad enough to you. But there’s more at stake here than just a few lives. Please, Julie. I gave you my word. Have I ever broken it?” “You are going to stop talking. Now.” Sayid took another step towards Ben, nevertheless making sure that he did not come within range of Locke’s long arms. Juliet glanced uncertainly at the sky. In the distance, two searchlights cast eerie cones of brightness against the dark water. “Remember Rachel,” said Ben. “One more word -” growled Sayid. And then he fell sideways as Juliet’s fist caught him squarely in the Adam’s apple. The blow took Sayid quite unawares; he fell back, stunned, onto the sand. Juliet looked close to collapse; her eyes brimmed with tears; her mouth worked. “Thank you, Juliet,” said Ben. Juliet tried to speak, but could not. Too many emotions warred in her; hate; despair; longing; hope. And behind all of that was a terrible knowledge; a growing suspicion that he was right; that she had betrayed him for her own selfish purpose; had condemned seven people who had been her friends; had abandoned her research; broken her promise - and yet Ben had not spoken a word of blame. In a way, she wished he had. It would have made it so much easier for her to hate him for what he had done to her, to lessen the crippling feelings of guilt for what she knew she had done to him. Ben relieved Sayid of his gun. “Alex!” he called. “Over here!” Locke was not entirely surprised to see how the girl still responded to her father’s command. She approached, uncertain, a little afraid, her face reflecting many emotions. Rousseau, never far from her side, was stony in comparison. The helicopters were so close now that Ben had to raise his voice to be heard. “Get her under cover,” he said. Rousseau just watched him, expressionless. “You want her to live? Then do as I say!” Wordlessly, the Frenchwoman took Alex by the hand and led her towards the line of trees. As they reached cover, Alex turned. “Dad?” she called, eyes wide with fear. “Dad, aren’t you coming with us?” But Ben was no longer watching her. Ben was running towards the camp, closer to those hovering lights. Locke had a second or two to notice, as he had quite recently before, how very competently Ben handled firearms, and to wonder how and when he had received his training - before the first of the choppers passed overhead, its searchlight raking the treeline, illuminating the castaways’ camp and the people who greeted it with cries of joy, their shadows leaping across the sand – For a moment Hurley gaped at Ben, running down from the burial pit. Ben was shouting something, something half-lost in the clatter of propellers, something about an ambush, a trap – And then his voice was totally lost as the second helicopter moved into position, the noise of its passing amplified into something apocalyptic, almost deafening, making Hurley cover his ears - As, without warning, they opened fire.
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Post by GL-12 on Jun 21, 2007 15:16:10 GMT -4
Chapter 15
Trust is a funny thing
When the shooting started, Sayid did not think. He reacted. Ignoring the pain in his throat, he scrambled in a low crawl toward the treeline. Above the roar of helicopter blades, he could hear terrified screams punctuated by the rat-tat-tat of machine gun fire. By the time he had covered the ground between the would-be grave site and the jungle foliage, Sayid could see the searchlights moving away down the shore. Among the large signal fires, people were running in incoherent circles as if stirred up by the helicopter blades. Bits of flaming debris were floating back to earth, having been blown into the air by the close pass of the aircraft. Sayid looked back toward the fading lights in the sky, and his stomach sank. They were turning around. He leapt to his feet and ran toward the camp. In a voice made hoarse by the blow to his throat, he shouted at the others to take cover in the jungle. Waving his arms wildly, he yelled, pointed, and pushed them toward the comparative safety of the thick green canopy. For the moment, it was only his subconscious mind that registered that the other person desperately trying to herd the panicked survivors into the trees was Ben. Fortunately, once the tide had started, the group moved as a wave that dissolved into the trees. Sayid dove for cover as the noise from engines became deafening and the shooting started anew. Bullets strafed the sand, shredding tents and campsites. Behind him, Sayid could hear voices beginning to scatter into the jungle, calling out to each other as they lost their way in the oppressive darkness of the trees. Sayid kept his eyes on the beach. The helicopters hovered for a moment, then one moved inland over the trees while the other slowly settled onto the beach. Sayid shielded his eyes from the tornado of sand and debris. The blades slowed to a steady whoosh-whoosh as three dark figures poured out of the side of the aircraft and ran toward the treeline. Sayid could see the green glow of night vision glasses on their heads. He flattened himself against the ground as they passed several yards in front of him. When they were out of sight, he rose up, and moved off at an angle into the denser foliage of the jungle. The first person he ran into, literally, was Hurley. “Sayid! Thank god!” Hurley said in a loud voice. “SSHHHHH!!” Sayid shushed him. “Are you alright,” he asked in a whisper. “Yeah, I’m good,” Hurley replied, lowering his voice. “Dude, I can’t find Claire. She was right behind me a second ago.” Hurley started to turn to retrace his steps, but Sayid put a hand on his arm. “I will look for her,” Sayid said. “Hurley, you must find a place to hide. And be quiet. If you see any of our friends, tell them the same thing. It is best if you stay spread out so that if one person is discovered…” Sayid didn’t bother to finish the sentence. “That’s good advice, man,” Hurley said. Sayid moved on, not waiting to see if Hurley followed his instructions. He came to a deep ravine with a rivulet at the bottom. He was about to turn back when a noise on the other bank drew his attention. Sayid crouched into the foliage and looked across. Even in the dim light, he recognized Claire’s golden blond head. She was struggling against the restraining hold of one of the strangers who had come from the helicopter. “Let me go!!” she screamed. “Let go!!!!” Sayid could not see if she held Aaron. He drew the hunting knife he carried on his belt and looked down into the ravine. It was easily 15 feet down and back up the other side. He looked downstream to see if there was a way to cross without being seen. “Sayid.” He was startled by the voice so close to his ear, as he had not heard anyone approach. He quickly turned to find Locke crouched next to him, his hand extended, palm up, toward Sayid. Locke’s eyes were fixed on the pair across the ravine. The calculation Sayid made in the next moment was a credit to his years of experience in combat. There was never time for deliberation, for weighing of pros and cons, for projections of possible outcomes. Instinct performed those calculations in the blink of an eye. In that blink Sayid considered Locke’s strange behavior in the past few days, his destruction of the Flame and the submarine, his protection of Ben, his seeming obsession with keeping them all on the island. He considered the distance across the ravine, the dim light, and the fact that Claire and her captor were in constant motion. He assessed his own skill with a knife and compared it to Locke’s abilities. And then, three seconds after Locke had said his name, Sayid slapped the handle of the knife into Locke’s hand, like a nurse attending a surgeon. In one fluid motion, Locke rose to stand, flipped the knife so that the blade was in his hand, and in a long overhand arc, flung the knife across the ravine. Sayid heard the whistle as the knife cut the air, and then Claire stopped screaming. A gagging gasp, and the dark figure behind her crumpled to the ground in a heap. Locke was already scrambling down the ravine and Sayid followed close behind. Claire ran into Locke’s arms, her nearly incoherent cries conveying the message that Aaron had been taken from her. Locke held her upper arms to steady her and looked into her face. “Who took him, Claire?” he asked. “I don’t know! I don’t know!” she sobbed. “What did they look like?” Locke asked, his voice calm. “Were they dressed like this,” he indicated the heap on the ground dressed in black military style garb. “Or something else?” “I don’t know!!” Claire screamed. “I couldn’t see them! They came from behind me and grabbed him!” As Claire’s sobs rang out in the night air, Locke turned her around and pulled her to him, one arm around her and the other hand clamped gently but decisively over her mouth. “Claire,” he said quietly. “You have to calm down.” Her eyes were wide and she grabbed at Locke’s hand. Sayid, who had been crouched over the body of the stranger, stood up and faced them. “He’s right,” Sayid said firmly. “Panicking will not help your son. You need to be calm. He needs you to be calm.” Tears spilled from her eyes but she took a deep breath and nodded as best she could from under Locke’s grasp. He lowered his hand and released her. Sayid went back to examining the still form at their feet. He quickly rifled through pockets but found nothing to help identify the man or his purpose. Sayid confiscated a gun, night vision equipment, and a radio. He gave a cursory look through the pack on his back and then took that too. Finally, bracing his foot against the man’s head, he extracted his hunting knife, which was buried five inches into the side of the man’s neck. He glanced across the ravine to the position Locke had thrown the knife from. A voice inside nagged, who is that good? Sayid wiped the blood off on the dead man’s shirt and slid the blade into its sheath. As he stood up, Locke turned to Claire. “Claire, you need to hide,” he said. “Until we sort out what is happening, you need to find someplace and stay there until you see one of our people, from the crash. Do not come out for anyone else, even if they call you by name.” Claire nodded. “Claire,” Locke said somberly. “Even if they have Aaron.” Tears welled up in Claire’s eyes, but she maintained her composure. “Promise me,” Locke said. Claire nodded uncertainly. “Do you trust me?” Locke asked, his gaze intense. Again, Claire nodded. “Then promise,” Locke said. “I promise,” she said quietly. “Good,” Locke replied. “Now go hide.” Without hesitation, Claire disappeared into the foliage. Locke turned to Sayid, who had been studying him through the whole exchange. “John,” he said evenly. “I’m going to be very disappointed if you turn out to be insane. You’re rather a handy person to have around sometimes.” He unclipped the sheathed knife from his belt and handed it to Locke. Locke smiled broadly. “Well, I appreciate your confidence,” he said. “Oh,” Sayid said, moving into the trees. “Did that sound like confidence?” Locke kept his smile as he fell in behind Sayid. ****************** Sayid was already in the clearing before he realized anyone else was there. “Jack,” he said, relieved to see the doctor still alive. Then his eyes snapped to the gun pointed at Jack’s head just below his right ear. In the shadows he could just make out the black-clad figure attached to the gun. “Into the clearing,” a man’s voice snapped. “Your hands where I can see them.” Sayid obeyed slowly. He didn’t hear a sound behind him and hoped Locke had gone unnoticed. Sayid tried to keep the gunman’s attention on him. “Who are you people?” he asked. “Why are you shooting at us?” “No questions. Get on your knees. Hands on your head.” Sayid hesitated and saw Jack wince as the gun was jabbed into his neck. “Okay! Okay,” Sayid said, holding his hands out and dropping to his knees. “Now, drop your gun…and the pack…” Sayid tossed the items in front of him. “Very good,” the man said. “Now, I don’t want to hurt either of you. Just tell me where I can find…ugh…” A single gasp escaped the man’s mouth as he was jerked backwards into the brush behind him. Jack stumbled forward out of his grasp, and in the dim light Sayid saw a hand go under the man’s chin and jerk it sideways and up, making a sickening crack as the man collapsed like a marionette whose strings had been cut. “John,” Sayid said. “Right here,” Locke said from a position behind Sayid. Sayid and Jack turned to see Locke emerge from the trees and then turned back as Ben stepped into the opposite side of the clearing. Like lightening, Sayid lunged forward, retrieved his gun, and was on his feet with the gun pointed at Ben. Ben gave him only a casual glance before he leaned down to take the gun from the dead man’s hand and held it out to Sayid. “You’ll want this one, too,” he said. For a moment they all stood like statues, then Locke moved in front of Sayid and took the gun from Ben. He paused there until Sayid lowered his gun, and then went over and stood next to the corpse. He knew that Ben and Sayid were still locked in a stare-down. “What happened, Jack?” Locke asked. Jack was looking back and forth between Ben and Sayid, but he said, “Uh, I was trying to get people away from the beach, move them toward the caves, and he jumped me.” Sayid finally looked at Jack, who went on speaking. “The odd thing is, a couple of people went past him before me. It’s like he was waiting for me.” “Have you seen anyone else?” Jack asked. “Was anybody hurt?” “I saw Hurley near the beach,” Sayid replied. “And Claire is okay. But, Jack,” Sayid hesitated. “They took Aaron.” Jack grimaced and swore under his breath. “If only someone had warned you,” Ben said, his tone soaked with sincerity. He met Jack’s hate-laden glare for a moment, and then moved over to where the dead man lay. Crouching, he began to search through pockets until Sayid’s dark fingers clamped around his wrist. “I’ll do that,” Sayid said. “As you wish,” Ben replied, straightening up. “But someone should probably try to stop that helicopter from taking off.” Locke cocked his ear in the direction of the beach and heard the chopping of the helicopter start to increase in speed. He crashed back into the foliage and ran for the beach with Jack on his heels. They arrived at the beach in time to see the helicopter lifting off, again stirring up clouds of sand and sparks. The first glow of morning softened the darkness as the aircraft rose about 50 feet in the air and then hovered. Locke poised to retreat but no shots rang out. The helicopter rocked slightly and then lurched upward as a shape plummeted out of the side and crashed into the wet sand at water’s edge. Then the machine turned and sped off down the shoreline, skimming just above the water. Locke shot Jack a quick look and they both ran to the object on the sand. When they arrived, water was lapping around the lifeless body of a woman clad in black military gear. Locke looked down the beach to see the helicopter disappear around the bend. ************** Back in the clearing, Sayid had completed his search of the dead man. He did not notice Ben fading into the trees as he sat back on his heels and unfolded a paper found in the man’s pocket. On one side was a duplicate of the photograph Naomi carried, of Desmond and a blond woman. On the other side of the sheet were several smaller photos of individuals wearing gray Dharma Initiative jumpsuits. Sayid’s eyes grew wide as he recognized a much younger Benjamin Linus. The second he identified as Mikhail, although without the eyepatch. There were three more that Sayid did not recognize, but all of the breath went out of his body when, at the bottom of the page, he found himself staring into the face of Kelvin Inman.
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Post by keyserzozie on Jun 22, 2007 3:31:43 GMT -4
CHAPTER 16 Meanwhile, Mikhail had wasted no time. Years of training had honed his reactions. As the choppers turned for their second assault, raking the beach with machine gun fire, he had already come to several conclusions. One; the gunners were not aiming to kill. Not yet, at least - if they had, then half the camp would have been lying dead. Fear had made the survivors run in panicky zigzags towards the trees; but Mikhail knew that as they approached, their shadows against the illuminated treeline made them, if anything, easier prey. Ergo, they were looking for someone. Someone they clearly needed alive. He had an idea who that might be, and he lay low, watching the beach. Several people passed him by, thundering through the underbrush, close enough for him to have reached out and touched them, if he’d had a mind to. No-one fell. There were no cries of pain. He guessed there were no casualties. He could see Jack Shepherd vainly trying to round up what was left of his terrified flock; Sayid, reacting as he’d expected, falling back under enemy fire; Locke, taking cover, assessing the situation; and Ben – Well, Ben, of course, never ceased to surprise. On this occasion, far from trying to get away, Ben seemed intent upon making himself a target. What was he doing? thought Mikhail. It was almost as if he were herding them… Then he moved out of sight again, and Mikhail ducked down from the searchlights as the first of the helicopters made its sweep. The second machine was over the trees, and as the first came in to land, Mikhail watched from his vantage point as six figures hurtled from out of the craft. He saw at once that they were armed and wearing some kind of night-vision gear. Four made for the treeline; the remaining two quartered the beach – Mikhail recognized a standard search pattern - occasionally calling to each other as they moved cautiously further from their machine. There would be a pilot on board, he thought, ready to take off again as soon as their mission was completed. Without a gun, his chances were poor, even if he managed to reach the machine. But he did have the dynamite… For a moment he looked down at the small wrapped package he’d brought with him from the Black Rock. The stuff was unstable, he knew that. Even carrying it had been a risk – Favouring his left hand, he eased the stuff out of the oilskin package in which it was wrapped. He’d taken a bundle of five sticks; enough to make a satisfying little explosion, if strategically placed. Of course, there was no detonator. But the stuff was likely unstable enough to explode at the slightest impact - He detatched one of the sticks from the waxy bundle. Then he straightened up carefully, standing on the balls of his feet, and, flexing one of his long arms, threw the stick of dynamite as far as he could away from the heli. There was a small, but satisfying detonation. Enough to secure a diversion, he thought, as he dropped to his belly and began to crawl, moving slowly to avoid attracting attention, towards what had been the castaways’ lean-to. As he’d anticipated, the two dark-clad figures made for the source of the disturbance, and as the second aircraft came in to land, the Russian, holding the remaining four sticks of dynamite gingerly in his diminished right hand (there was no point risking his undamaged one if the stuff were to go off unexpectedly), began to move stealthily towards the machine… * * * “I don’t understand,” repeated Sayid. “This man – I know this man. I mean – I knew him, long ago. And here he is in this photograph. How can that be possible?” Locke shrugged. “This is a strange place. Things happen here that have no business happening anyplace else. There are so many connections here, like a circuit-box where every wire is a person’s life, touching every other life in the box in any number of unexpected ways -” He glanced once more at the photograph, then fixed his gaze on Ben. “These people were all from the Dharma Group?” “Does it matter?” said Ben. “They’ll report back within the hour. They’ll send more people. Unless we can jam the signal again, they’ll wipe us off this island within twenty-four hours.” He shot a glance at Jack. “Well?” Jack was watching the helicopter’s lights as they retreated across the dark water. “Well what?” he said. Ben raised his brows. “Men reject their prophets and slay them -” “Oh, give it a rest,” said Jack. “You want me to tell you I was wrong? That I shouldn’t have treated you as I did? That I should have listened to you, for God’s sake?” Ben shrugged. “Why state the obvious?” “Because it’s a lie,” said Jack fiercely. “You knew all along that this would happen. You came to us of your own accord. You knew I’d never listen to you. You threatened my friends – you set me up to believe they were dead – and you knew exactly how I’d react. And you let me vent my anger on you – dammit, you encouraged me – you didn’t fight back, you didn’t cry out, you didn’t try to stop me or even to protect yourself. So tell me. Why was that, Ben?” Jack looked into the other man’s face. Ben was smiling, one of his rare true smiles, his eyes alight with sudden amusement. “Guilt is a powerful thing, Jack. Isn’t it?” He turned away. Angrily, Jack took hold of his arm. “You’re going to tell me, Ben,” he said. Once more, Ben smiled. “Am I? Do you think you’re ready?” he said. “Because if you knew the truth, Jack, if you knew what this island really was, then far from wanting to stay away, you’d spend the rest of your life trying desperately to get back, like Adam and Eve dreaming of Eden -” Jack was shaking with anger now. “Stop talking in riddles,” he said. “What’s special about this island? Why would I ever want to get back?” But Ben’s reply was lost to Jack as a sudden explosion rent the air. Instinctively they dropped to the sand as one of the retreating helicopters blossomed into a giant fireball that lit up the sky, buffeting the second one with its turbulence so that it dipped dangerously towards the sea, then recovered before wheeling back round to approach the beach for the second time. Jack knew Ben to be a consummate actor, but the look in Ben’s eyes – his irises illuminated in a ring of fire as the helicopter dropped into the sea – told him that this, at least, had not been anticipated. “Run,” said Jack in an urgent voice, before making towards the trees again. But Ben did not move. Instead he remained, a target against the brightening sand as the second helicopter began its descent. “Jacob?” he murmured, in a voice so soft that only Locke could hear. A tall, gangling figure emerged from the craft, dressed in a Dharma jumpsuit and wearing, alongside his machine gun, an enormous Jack-o’-lantern grin. For the second time, Ben was taken wholly by surprise. “Mikhail?” he said.
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Post by keyserzozie on Jul 2, 2007 3:42:19 GMT -4
Chapter 17. Hurley had made a run for the trees even before the firing began. He wasn’t fast as some, but he was careful, and if these guys were on his side, it would be just his luck, Hurley thought, to end up a victim of friendly fire. Even when the firing stopped, Hurley kept his head down. Things might still go wrong, he thought. Bad things happened when he was around. He’d tried to tell them, but they hadn’t listened. If Desmond had warned them, they might have believed – or Sayid, or Jack, or hell, even Sawyer. But Hurley was somehow different. As if being fat made him less reliable. As if being fat made him a joke. Funny old Hurley, the comic relief. Hurley, the hungry hippo. Well, Hurley was tired of being a joke. Hadn’t he earned a little respect? The whole camp was still reeling from the knowledge that, without Hurley and his hippie van, Sawyer and Jin and Bernard would be dead – and maybe a lot more people, too. For a moment, he remembered the van. The van, with its mysterious Dharma logo and the guy, long-dead, in the driver’s seat. The guy had been an ordinary guy. He’d read it on his jumpsuit pocket. A workman, just like me, he’d thought. And the other day it was like the ghost of the forgotten workman had somehow come back - to help him, or to get revenge. Anyway, it was like it was meant – like Hurley was meant to make it happen… Since then, though, something had changed. For the first time in his life he had taken control instead of letting the numbers paralyse him. No longer the clown who made people smile, who organized table tennis tournaments and figured out where the papayas grew - for the first time since he could remember, Hurley felt like the kind of man who could ask a girl out on a date; or say no thanks to that third slice of pie, or even face up to his mother when she asked him where he’d been all night - When the first chopper blew, he was lying in the underbrush with his hands over his ears. At the sound of the explosion he opened one eye just in time to see the remains of the heli spiralling down in ringlets of fire towards the water. He could see Ben standing by the shore, flanked by Locke on one side and Sayid on the other. The three of them seemed to be arguing. Sayid pointed at the sky. Ben shook his head. Locke stayed put. Hurley couldn’t figure it out. One minute Ben was a prisoner, beaten and bound and on trial for his life; the next they were looking to him for help. Go figure, Hurley thought. You never can tell with those guys. He pulled himself heavily to his feet, then watched as the chopper came in to land. From the cockpit a man leapt out – some kind of pirate, Hurley thought - wearing a stained and tattered Dharma jumpsuit, a bloodstained bandage around one hand and a black patch over one eye. Hurley didn’t recognize him, but he guessed from Ben’s response, that the pirate guy was one of the Others. Hurley ducked back down again behind a nearby clump of ferns. Through the fronds he could see the guy – he was talking to Ben, with lots of hand gestures. Hurley could hear the sound of his voice rising and falling across the beach, but couldn’t make out the actual words. Locke ran to the water’s edge and motioned Sayid to join him there. Ben and the newcomer followed suit, and Hurley could now make out the shape of a motionless body on the shore. Sayid was talking animatedly, gesturing towards the body, then back to something he held in his hand. At one point Hurley was almost sure he heard Sayid’s voice urgently calling – A survivor? Surely not. Hugo. Hugo. Hurley turned round. The whispering came from everywhere, a dim and unsettling resonance that might have been static, but somehow was not. Dude, he thought. The monster. But that was absurd. There was no monster. The monster was just a part of his fear, a psycho-so-whatsit thingie, like the numbers, infecting his mind. Hugo. Sssssss – “Hey. Anyone there?” His voice was shaking audibly. Around him the whispering might have been rain, or leaves in the wind, or ghosts. “Dude. I know you’re there. Stop messin’ with me.” Once again there came no reply. Nothing but the whispering that might have been his name. He turned again – and there he saw, just behind him among the trees, a grey-haired stranger aged fifty or so, clad in a Dharma jumpsuit and a workman’s cap, a can of beer in one hand and a look of dejection on his face. He was standing so close, and he looked so real that it took Hurley several seconds to realize that this guy couldn’t possibly be there. For a start, he left no footprints – the vegetation was as thick and unbroken around his feet as if the guy had just sprung out from nowhere. And the second thing was the name-tag, stitched above the left pocket of his grey Dharma Initiative overall. Hurley knew that name-tag well. The last time he’d seen it was on the day he’d discovered the minivan in the jungle, the van that couldn’t possibly run. But it had run. Impossibly. Just as this man stood impossibly now, looking at Hurley with a faint, sad smile, and the tag on his pocket brand new again, stitched against the industrial grey and clearly legible in the helicopter’s searchlight. Roger, it said. Workman.
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Post by keyserzozie on Jul 2, 2007 3:44:39 GMT -4
Chapter 18.
For a moment Hurley just stared at him. Then he heard a rusty sound and realized it was his own voice. “Roger?” he said. The man gave a shrug. He was not, it seemed, a man of words. “But you’re dead, man,” Hurley said. “I mean - dude, your head came off.” The stranger’s lips moved then, but the sound that accompanied the movement was no language Hurley had ever encountered before. It sounded like a fall of rain, a whispering that seemed to come from nowhere and everywhere. There might have been words in the sound – though Hurley wasn’t sure of that – but mostly it was like the white noise that broadcasts from between radio stations. White noise was the static interference of the stars. Hurley knew that from countless sci-fi programmes on T.V., and the knowledge always made him shiver. It was like the guy was talking to him from space. “You’re not here.” He tried again. “You’re just like – from my subconscious, dude.” For a second he wondered why it was always guys his subconscious conjured up. First Dave, and then this guy – so why not a trio of blonde karate-kicking strippers, like in his favourite T.V. show, Exposé? Or Pammie in Baywatch? Or even Libby, back from the dead? My subconscious sucks, he thought. He closed his eyes and opened them again, hoping the guy woulda disappeared. But Roger was still standing there, looking so real and so normal, somehow – “Go away,” Hurley said. Roger didn’t move an inch. “Please, man. I mean, what do you want?” Once more, the man’s lips moved. Once more came that white noise, but this time Hurley could hear words in there too, words that nearly sync-ed with the guy’s lip movements, almost making a kind of sense - Shhhh….brrr…n…shhhhhHugoshhhh “Dude. Please. I don’t understand.” Once more, that rush of white noise. Hugo – shhhh - Bring… Me… Hurley frowned in perplexity. “Bring you what, uh - creepy – uh, ghost-guy?” And now the thing looked into his eyes and Hugo heard it perfectly, the voice resonating inside his skull like the voice of the Metatron, or something like that. And it said in that eerie, static-ridden voice: Bring. Me. My. Son.
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Post by GL-12 on Jul 8, 2007 0:00:06 GMT -4
Chapter 19
What so many people misunderstood about leadership, about manipulation, was the absolute essential element of self-knowledge. To accept one’s own weaknesses and turn them to advantage. This is what separated success from greatness. This is what separated greatness from immortality. This is what separated Benjamin Linus from all those who were foolish enough to oppose him. The Oceanic passengers were beginning to regroup on the beach. Fear finally turned loose of their choked tongues and they began to whisper hurriedly to each other, recounting the events of the previous hour. They had all experienced it alike, but still felt the need to speak it aloud, telling the obvious and unremarkable details of where they were standing when the first heard the helicopters, and at what point they realized they were shooting, and what sort of rock they had found to hide behind. Ben’s disciplined mind had blocked out the chaos right from the start. There was work to be done. Jacob needed a new army, and this was it. There would be no recruiting, no hand-picking of the best, weeding out the unworthy. Here in front of him, scurrying around like a flock of sheep spooked by thunder, and entirely unaware of what destiny had already decided for them, here were Jacob’s protectors. If he had permitted himself, Ben would have felt sick. They were pathetic. But there was no time for that. Fortunately, he had been evaluating and planning from the moment he had been taken prisoner. He would not have to turn them all, of course. The best way would be to turn a few essential people and let them do the rest. Ben knew all too well that it was not always the obvious ones who could turn the tide of the group. He himself was the most unlikely of leaders. He was small in stature and ordinary in appearance. He did not possess an orator’s voice nor a preacher’s charisma. What he did have was the ability, and the willingness, to be the missing piece of any equation. He was what people needed him to be. Captive or captor. Savior or victim. Prophet or fraud. He stood apart, looking over the motley group, and considered his options. Jack was the overt and self-proclaimed leader. They would follow him to a degree, but their trust in the doctor had begun to crumble. Jack had aligned himself too closely with Juliet, and had turned in circles on the issue of Ben’s life. Jack could be used, of course, but he would not be the one to lead the rest to Jacob. John Locke’s standing in the group was uncertain. He garnered an ever-changing mix of respect, fear and mistrust. They recognized that Locke possessed a mystical knowledge about the island, which meant he was either a wise shaman, or he was crazy. Individuals seemed to disagree on this point. There were also other considerations with Locke, things that had nothing to do with the Oceanic survivors. In any case, Ben knew Locke was not immediately useful to him. Sayid, on the other hand, would be useful. Sayid, whose hatred Ben had carefully cultivated, taking pains to make it personal. Since the situation had turned overtly military, they would look to his experience. Especially with Sawyer backing him, Sayid could sway the general movement of the group. And Ben would see that it was swayed in the right direction. Ben mentally catalogued the rest. Claire was nearly immobilized by her grief over the loss of Charlie. Only her panic over the loss of her son made her surface from her grief enough to function. Kate was tough and resourceful, but was rendered nearly ineffective by her inability to rule her emotions. She would have to be brought around when the time was right. Rose was a force to be reckoned with. Ben suspected she had been effected by the island, and he had learned that she saw deeper into him that he intended. He would not underestimate her again. There was Desmond, seen as something of an outsider. Jin and Sun formed an almost separate unit unto themselves. Ben passed over Alex, recognizing his own inability to be objective about her. Then there was Juliet -- beautiful, treacherous Juliet. So easy to read, so hard to control. Ben forced his thoughts away from her as Mikhail approached him. “Benjamin, there is something I need to tell you,” he said without preface. Mikhail was the only person who used the formal version of Ben’s name, yet in some ways he was closer to Ben than any of them. “Yes?” Ben replied. “When Bea Klugh arrived at the Flame, she told me what the orders were. I understood them. Yet when the time came, I did not follow the order. I argued with her. In the end I was able to comply only partially.” Mikhail's tone was perfectly matter-of-fact. Ben took a hard look at the man standing before him, confessing an offense that Ben would never have discovered. Ben thought of those he had lost: Ryan and his team of enforcers. Tom, whose easy manner deceived so many into underestimating him. Danny and Colleen, volatile and deadly. Goodwin, the idealist. Ben silently cursed Ana Lucia. Goodwin was exactly who Ben needed in this situation. And Ethan, who should have stayed in the operating theatre and out of the field. They were all gone. And here stood Mikhail, confessing a crime that had let him live. And although Mikhail was certainly capable of duplicity, Ben knew his confession was sincere. He met the other man’s steady one-eyed gaze. “Understood,” Ben said. Mikhail nodded, evidently considering the matter closed. Ben spoke again. “Mikhail, I am sorry I didn’t take you into my confidence earlier.” “So you said,” Mikhail replied, eying Ben suspiciously. “So you said when you had been caught in the lie and were desperate for my cooperation.” Ben did not reply. He had considered telling Mikhail of his plans and of the mounting danger to the island. But he had begun to suspect disloyalty from those closest to him, and Jacob had been acting so strangely. And then had come the news of his tumor and the arrival of the Oceanic flight. Of John Locke. Ben knew now that his judgment had been clouded. He truly did regret not relying on Mikhail. The weathered old soldier might have been a great help to him. Mikhail’s serious glare cracked. “But I appreciated the gesture all the same,” he said, smiling. Mikhail turned and looked over the gathering crowd. “I should find Sayid, yes?” This time Ben could not help smiling. Mikhail had either read Ben’s mind or had reasoned his own way to the same conclusion. Sayid was a valuable tool. He would never talk to Ben, and although he considered Mikhail an enemy, he would at least listen to him, one soldier to another. He turned to leave. “Mikhail,” Ben said. Mikhail turned his good eye toward Ben. “I’m glad you’re here,” he finished. “Where else would I be, Benjamin?” Mikhail replied, and then walked away. Ben watched him for a moment and then set off on his own task. He walked a large circle around the camp. As well as he knew himself, he was still deceived into believing this was to avoid speaking to Jack or Juliet. He was not even conscious of the fact that, although it was parked like a monument in the middle of the survivors’ camp, Ben had not been within fifty feet of the rusted blue Volkswagon bus. Turning his back on the wrecked beach camp, Ben plunged into the jungle where he had seen Hurley disappear several minutes earlier.
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Post by keyserzozie on Jul 10, 2007 3:26:29 GMT -4
CHAPTER 20.
“Dammit, Locke, you let him go?” said Jack in genuine puzzlement. He’d thought that in spite of everything, Locke would have made the right choice; that when the time came and the firing began, his logical side would have re-emerged. But Locke was down the rabbit-hole, thought Jack with unaccustomed savagery. Locke was crazy, and Ben was gone, vanished once more into that jungle, along with the one-eyed Russian who had, single-handedly, or so it seemed, destroyed one of the helicopters and brought the other one to land, propellers still turning lazily in the cordite-scented air. “Yes, Jack. I let him go.” Locke’s composure was unshaken. “Why?” “Because we have more important things to do.” Once more, Jack marvelled at the other man’s serenity. “You think so?” he said, controlling his rage. “And what if he’s gone off to find his people? To launch another attack on us?” “He hasn’t,” said Locke. “What makes you so sure?” Locke gave his Mona Lisa smile. “Because he needs us, Jack,” he said. “For want of better, we’re his people now. And because -” he paused. His eyes flicked to the water’s edge, where Juliet had joined Sayid by the fallen body on the sand. “You might want to take a look at this first.” “Take a look at what, John?” “We have another survivor,” Locke said in the same mild, even tone. “A woman. I don’t think she’s badly hurt, but -” “Penny!” It was Desmond’s voice, ringing out from across the beach. News travels fast, Jack thought. He knew from Hurley that Desmond believed that his girl Penny was somewhere nearby, maybe on the very ship that had sent Naomi in search of them – Naomi, whom Locke had murdered in cold blood – and worse still, without any reasonable explanation – that day outside the radio tower. “Penny!” Desmond called again. “Where is she? Let me see her! Pen!” Jack glared at Locke. “If you’ve hurt her -” Locke shrugged. “Why would I?” he said. Jack glanced back at the water’s edge. Now Kate and Sun had joined the group, and Jack could hear raised voices, with Kate calling for medical help, Juliet appealing for calm, and Sayid urgently questioning Desmond, on his knees in the wet sand. For a moment, Jack was torn between the need to stop Ben from getting away and the knowledge that he was needed here, and that if he left, then this woman – whoever she was – might well suffer Naomi’s fate at the hands of the madman Locke had become - “Stay here,” said Jack at last. “Stay here and don’t move.” By the time he reached the little group, the raised voices had become a cacophony. Everyone was talking at once. Sayid had pulled Desmond to one side, and was talking to him in a low tone. For his part, Desmond seemed greatly agitated, repeating the same phrase over again – “She was meant to be here. She was meant to be here.” Jack had no idea what he meant by that. He didn’t really know Desmond, of course, and what he’d heard of the Scotsman’s alleged visionary skills made him rather contemptuous of him. Jack mistrusted visionaries. Brute logic ran Jack’s world. “Jack!” said Kate, her face lighting up. “Are you all right?” “Let me see her. Get out of the way.” Kate moved back, looking hurt. Since they’d arrived back at the beach, Jack had barely spoken to her. Now he ignored her deliberately, turning instead to Juliet. “Get me some water, Juliet, please.” Juliet went to obey his order, and he turned his attention to the lifeless woman, distinguishable only by her size and build. She was dressed in a black nylon jumpsuit, with a waterproof hood and a balaclava over her head that obscured her features entirely. Jack felt for her pulse. It was strong. There was no blood or visible sign of injury, and after checking the alignment of her vertebrae, Jack pulled off the hood and the balaclava. Blonde hair spilled out, and Jack was able to see her face – “It should have been Penny,” Desmond said. His voice was low and toneless with grief. “But we changed the picture on the box -” “Box?” repeated Jack. “- And they sent her instead, whoever she is -” “Oh, I know who she is,” said Jack. His mouth felt as if he’d eaten ice-cubes, or taken a shot of Novocaine. His words felt frozen in time, in space, like rocks circling a dead sun. His head throbbed; his throat was dry, and suddenly he wanted a drink, craved it so badly that he was shaking from head to foot. “You know her?” said Desmond, staring at him. And now Jack Shephard began to laugh. It wasn’t a cheery sound. In fact it was much the same kind of sound he imagined his father to have uttered in a Sydney hotel room, as he downed that last bottle and made for the car. “Yes, I know her,” Jack said. “Her name is Sarah. She’s my wife.”
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Post by GL-12 on Aug 13, 2007 21:27:30 GMT -4
Chapter 21
Desmond ran till he reached a small clearing just off the beach. He could still hear the excited voices of the others, but they were muffled enough that he could not make out what was being said. He bent over for a moment trying to catch his breath, and finally sank to his knees on the ground. Sobs racked his breath, but no tears came. It had almost been easier when there was no hope, when sunless days ran together in 108 minute segments, night no different from day, waking nearly indistinguishable from sleep. Hope had slowly faded then, growing imperceptibly dimmer with each entry of the number sequence. 4. 8. 15. 16. 23. 42. Save the world. But the recent weeks had resharpened his dulled senses. After Kelvin was gone, endless hours of solitude had numbed him. The reintroduction of other human beings into his life had forced him into consciousness, and with consciousness came pain. Then came the disaster with the failsafe key. He had thought turning the key would be the final act of his life. One last heroic gesture to compensate for a lifetime of missing the mark. But the island, in its cruelty, had denied him. There would be no release. He would live on. And as if the previous torments had not been enough, now there were the visions. Incoherent puzzle pieces that were tossed in front of him and then snatched away before he could get a good look. It was like seeing Penny on a crowded street and then having her disappear among the throngs before he could reach her. Over and over and over. The anguish was almost too much. And what made it worse was that Desmond had a nagging feeling that it was not random – that someone was doing this to him on purpose. Thoughts of suicide darted in and out of his conscious mind. Yet somehow he knew that even this would be in vain. He would not be released until whoever or whatever was holding him here had decided he had suffered enough. Desmond deliberately steadied his breathing. He had learned meditation and centering in the monastery and in the past four years these had become survival tools. He had never really mastered the techniques, but he still reached for them in his worst moments. In a few minutes he had calmed himself, letting the chaotic storm of his emotions pass over him without pulling him under – at least for now. Rustling leaves and movement in the foliage brought Desmond’s attention back to the present moment. He looked up in time to see a dirty figure emerge from the trees and look down at him with one bloodshot eye. Reflexively, Desmond leaped to his feet and turned to face his new companion. “What the hell are you doing here?” Desmond asked angrily. “Looking for you,” Mikhail replied. His voice was calm and matter of fact. “Why?” Desmond asked. “Because I need to talk to you,” Mikhail said. “And you need to talk to me.” Desmond worked to control his anger. “I’ve got nothing to say to you,” he spat. “You killed Charlie.” “You shot me with a harpoon,” Mikhail said, as if the two acts somehow cancelled each other out.” “You murdered those two women!” Desmond shouted. “Your own people!” “It was unfortunate, but necessary,” Mikhail replied. “Necessary?” Desmond said, appalled. Mikhail nodded. “So are you going to kill me now?” Desmond asked, not sure if he should hope the answer was yes or no. “No,” Mikhail said. Even after all he had seen this man do, Desmond knew this was the truth. “And what if it becomes ‘necessary’ for me to die? What then?” he asked. “Then I will kill you,” Mikhail said simply. “You’re mad,” Desmond said, turning away. “Just stay away from me.” “Just let me ask you one question,” Mikhail said to Desmond’s retreating back. Desmond waved a hand dismissively over his shoulder and kept moving. He did not think the murderous Russian could say anything to make him turn around. He was wrong. Mikhail’s voice was quiet but Desmond heard him quite clearly. “What did one snowman say to the other snowman?” ****************** Hurley could not explain why he had followed the spectral figure of Roger Workman. His common sense had told him to walk, no run, the other way. Whether he was a ghost, a hallucination, or somebody’s idea of a joke, odds were he was not leading Hurley any place good. And then he kept burbling on about his son. Hurley thought of Aaron and of Walt and wondered if this was another baby-snatching ploy. But as much as his brain told him this was a bad move, Hurley kept following. He just felt it was the right thing to do. ‘I’m losing it,’ he told himself as he scratched his face on a low branch that back-from-the-dead guy had managed to avoid. ‘Next I’ll start thinking Locke makes sense. Now that’s a scary thought.’ “Hey, uh, Roger,” Hurley called out, trotting to catch up to his guide. Maybe talking to the ghost would help him figure out who he was and what he wanted. “So, are you like, the ghost of Christmas past or something?” Hurley’s chuckle at his own joke died away when he received only a blank look from Roger. Hurley tried again. “So do you, I mean did you live here?” To Hurley’s surprise, Roger nodded. ‘Now we’re getting somewhere,’ he thought. “Were you a Dharma guy?” Roger nodded and pointed at his nametag. “Work Man,” he said with obvious irritation. “Hey, there’s nothing wrong with being a working stiff,” Hurley said, resisting the urge to give Roger a sympathetic punch in the arm. Never know what might or might not be there. “I worked a lot of crappy jobs in my life,” he said. “Try frying chicken ten hours a day. Even I couldn’t face a drumstick after that.” As they walked on, Hurley tried to think of what to ask next. Roger was a little quirky about what he wanted to talk about, and besides, he seemed so depressed, Hurley didn’t want to say something that would just upset him more. “Besides,” Hurley nobly strove on, “driving the beer wagon can’t be all bad. You must have been a pretty popular guy.” He looked at Roger. Nothing. “So, uh, why do you want to see your son?” Hurley cringed when Roger suddenly stopped in his tracks. He quickly scanned around for a place to dive for cover if fireballs suddenly started shooting from Roger’s eyes. But no fireballs came. Roger only looked more defeated. “I have a message for him,” he said. Then, unexpectedly, Roger looked Hurley dead in the eyes, seeming to really see him for the first time. “Do you have any kids?” he asked. Hurley laughed. “Me?” he asked. “No way, dude. I’m a free agent.” Roger nodded sadly. “That’s good,” he said, and then turned and continued walking. Hurley followed, mumbling under his breath. “I wouldn’t mind kids someday. Later on. I could be a good dad.” He caught up and fell into step with Roger again. “I’d be a cool dad. I’d be around, that’s for sure. We’d do stuff together. Fix up cars. Unless it was a girl. Although girls can fix up cars too. My daughter could work on cars if she wanted to. I’d teach her.” Hurley didn’t notice whether Roger was listening but it didn’t matter. His mind had drifted a million miles away to a small suburban house with a yard and a swingset and a driveway with a half-built muscle car. The daydream was so vivid that Hurley was hardly surprised when he stopped and looked around him, and realized he was standing in the backyard of a small ranch-style house with a swingset in the middle of it. It was only the absence of a car that made him realize he was not still daydreaming. He turned around slowly, panning a full 360 degrees, his mouth hanging open with shock. All around him were tidy houses with neatly kept yards joined by a network of cobbled walkways. Just a short distance beyond the idyllic scene, Hurley could see the jungle and rainforested mountains in the distance. When his voice finally came to him, he spoke the only word he could think of. “Dude.” As the reality of the unlikely village began to sink in, Hurley realized that his traveling companion was nowhere to be seen. “Roger!” he shouted. “Hey! Roger Workman!” He listened for a moment, but no one replied. Taking a deep breath, Hurley began to explore. He knocked on the first few doors, calling out a tentative “hello” before going in, but soon he realized that the place was deserted. And not long ago, it appeared. The houses bore signs of being recently inhabited – clothing in closets, dry dishes in sinks, even some unspoiled food in the refrigerator, although Hurley knew that Dharma food had some extraordinarily long spoil dates. He finally had enough confidence that he was alone that in one house he took a cold beer from the refrigerator and went into the living room. He lowered himself slowly onto the overstuffed couch, savoring every sensation. “Ahhhhh,” he sighed as he sank into the soft cushions. He held the cold can to his forehead for a moment before popping the top with a satisfying “psshhhtt.” Hurley took a sip. It was without doubt the best beer he had tasted in his life. He closed his eyes and slouched back on the sofa, propping one leg up on the coffee table. It occurred to Hurley to wonder why Jack had not told him about this place. Or Juliet. She was supposed to be on their side now. Jack said he had stayed with them for a week, but he was pretty tightlipped about it. Hurley thought he was probably not the only one who would have liked to get in off the beach to where there was real furniture and beds and freaking running water. He might even find some more clothes that would fit him. That Tom guy had been pretty big. Hurley shuddered at the memory of Tom’s death. He suddenly felt creeped out that he might actually be in Tom’s house. He opened his eyes and was only a little surprised to find that Roger had returned. He stood in front of a bookshelf in the corner of the living room with is back to Hurley. “What are you looking at?” Hurley asked. Roger only made an incoherent sound, but the jerky motion of his shoulders told Hurley that he was crying. A voice inside told Hurley to leave the ghost his privacy, but his curiosity was too strong. He walked up behind Roger and looked over his shoulder. There on the shelf was a framed photograph of a couple who looked to be in their early 20s, the man dark-haired, the woman blond with a kerchief in her hair. Hurley did not recognize either of them. He was about to ask who they were, but the words froze in his mouth as he heard the sound of the front door opening.
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Post by keyserzozie on Aug 31, 2007 2:43:39 GMT -4
CHAPTER 22.
Hurley woke up with a start at the sound. At least, he assumed he’d woken up – that weird village must have been a dream, right? - but when reality re-asserted itself, it was all still there; the neat little room, the chair, the photographs, the fridge, the stereo player –everything but Roger Workman, who had apparently popped out of existence the moment the girl opened the door, big eyes anxious beneath the mane of hair. “Dad?” she said. Hurley looked sheepish. “Uh – hi.” They looked at each other in silence for a moment. Hurley hadn’t had much to do with the girl from the Others’ camp. For a start, she was too pretty. Hurley didn’t feel too comfortable around pretty girls. Second, she was Ben’s kid – Ben’s, and that creepy French chick – which made her one of those combos that had to be handled with care, like nitrogen and glycerine. But something had recently changed in Hurley. His initial reaction had been guilt at being found trespassing in another person’s house. His second was suspicion at the girl’s stealthy entrance. His third was a sudden, unexpected jolt of sympathy at her grubby and tear-streaked face and at the look in her eyes when she saw who he was – or rather, who he was not. “He’s – uh – he’s not here,” said Hurley unnecessarily, fighting the urge to hide his beer can behind the sofa. “I just sat down for a minute, and -” “There’s no-one else here.” Alex tried to sound neutral. “They’ve all gone. I turned off the fence. I was so sure -” “Do you know a guy called Roger?” Hurley’s question was out before he could stop it. Alex looked blank. “I mean, I thought – uh – this might be his house.” Hurley’s gaze went back once more to the photograph he’d been studying just moments before Alex came in. The young guy and the pretty girl. He’d never seen the girl before. But the guy in the frame - he was pretty sure was his old pal Roger Workman. If so, then he wasn’t crazy. Whether that was a blessing or a curse remained as yet to be seen. “This is Ben’s house,” Alex said. “So who’s this?” said Hurley, pointing at the photograph. “His parents,” Alex said. “They died. She died giving birth to him, the way all women do round here. I don’t know how his dad died. He never told me.” Her eyes went to the group of photographs hanging by the study door. Alex at six, grinning gap-toothed at the camera; Alex at nine, holding a newly-caught fish in both hands; Alex at twelve, her eyes just beginning to take on that look of feral suspicion that she’d inherited from her mother – “Mikhail told me they didn’t get on. I don’t think Ben’s dad was very kind. I don’t mean he was violent -” For a moment Alex frowned. It was not in her nature to think too deeply about the motives of others, and in recent weeks she had been so absorbed in Karl and their newly-discovered relationship that she had been blinded to almost everything else. Now, and with growing discomfort, her thoughts went back to her father - to Ben, who frightened everyone, but who had always been different when she was around; Ben who had always protected her; who had offered himself up into the hands of his enemies in order to ensure her security. I guess I overreacted, he’d said. Maybe she was like him, after all. Finally, she said; “I don’t think Ben’s Dad loved him. I think he blamed him for killing his mother.” “That sucks,” Hurley said. He meant it too; his own Dad had been absent for most of his life, but at least he’d had his mother and his grandfather. The idea of having no-one at all – no friends, no mother, a Dad who blamed him for just being born – that was like Original Sin, or something, a guilt you were born with and could never shrug off. No wonder he’d stolen a child; someone he could love without consequences; someone who would love him without reservation. It felt kinda weird, feeling sorry for Ben. All the same, Hurley did. Hurley believed that everyone was redeemable; that everyone secretly wanted to be good. Even Ben. Hell, even Sawyer. “So- why would he want to see him now?” He realized too late he’d spoken aloud. Alex gave him a suspicious look. “Who?” “Uh – Roger. That guy. Ben’s Dad. I – kinda saw him in the jungle. I know how it sounds but-” Hurley shrugged. “He – he kinda talked to me.” Now Alex was fully alert. Strangely, she seemed unsurprised. Her eyes flashed with eagerness and urgency. “What did he say to you?” she said. Hurley shrugged. “I dunno,” he began. “It’s crazy, I know. ” Alex came closer, so close that Hurley could smell the sharp scent of greenery on her, mixed with the slightly sheepy scent of her hair. “This is important,” she said fiercely. “What did he say to you?” “Well, he kept asking me, you know? Bring my son. Stuff like that. I didn’t know who he meant, though. But now I do. He wanted Ben.” Alex was silent for a long time. “That’s what he told you?” she said at last. “Are you sure?” “Dude. I’m sure.” Alex looked away at that. “So – you believe me?” Hurley said. Alex nodded silently. “Because – uh – back home, if I’d said I saw ghosts -” “That wasn’t a ghost,” said Alex. “But he disappeared, like, into thin air -” Alex turned to face him then with a new expression of fear and resolve. “That wasn’t a ghost,” she said again. “Hugo, that was Jacob.”
*** Desmond stared at Mikhail. The phrase he’d first heard from Kelvin Inman had acted on him like a slap in the face – and suddenly he was back in the hatch, torn between the urgency of escaping back to his life and to Penny, and the greater urgency of his task – to keep that display from reaching zero. Since then he’d tried to make sense of it. He’d formulated a thousand theories. The button was an elaborate hoax, set up by the Dharma Initiative to study the effects of isolation on human beings. The button was a communication device, sending out signals to some distant satellite. The button was a failsafe mechanism, without which the world would come to an end and be replaced by something even more absurd… His mouth felt stuffed with marshmallow fluff. It took him some time to utter the words, the ritual words, somehow ominous in their absurdity, to answer the question the Russian had asked. What did the snowman say to the other snowman? “S-smells of c-carrots.” Mikhail gave his jack-o’-lantern grin, as if this answered everything. But to Desmond nothing made sense any more. His knees gave; his courage broke and he sat down heavily on the soft ground, put his face in his hands and began to weep. It was all f**ked up, he thought to himself. It – he – his great f**king purpose. He’d believed it when the Abbot had said that he had a greater purpose in life than saying prayers and making wine. Had the button been that purpose? If he’d kept the faith, would things have been different? Would it have been Penny on that beach instead of some unfamiliar blonde? Would Charlie and the others have lived, if he hadn’t turned that damned key? He looked up to find that Mikhail was watching him with a kind of terrible patience. After a while Desmond recovered, wiped his eyes and stood up. He hated that it was Mikhail who had seen him lose his head; and yet it seemed strangely appropriate – and hadn’t there been a moment, down there in the Looking Glass hatch, when their eyes had met, and something – some obscure sense of kinship – had passed between them? Desmond shook his head fiercely. That wasn’t true. That couldn’t be true. Mikhail was working for Ben. Ben, who had ordered Charlie’s death; Ben, who had sacrificed two of his loyal followers just to ensure that no communication was possible with the outside world - “Why?” said Desmond finally. “Why was it so important to him? Why did he need to block radio contact? Why does he want us here at all? And if you tell me you’re just following orders -” Desmond wiped his mouth with his hand. “Then I’ll kill you again, brother, and this time, I swear I’ll finish the job.” Mikhail shrugged. “We all follow orders,” he said mildly. “In many ways, we are much alike, you and I. We are not leaders. We need a cause. A cause that is bigger than ourselves, and for which we would die if it became necessary.” “I don’t know what you’re talking about.” “Oh, but I believe you do.” The Russian sat down on a rotten tree stump. “Sit down, Desmond. We need to talk. Or rather, you need to listen.” “To what?” He shrugged again. “Just sit down.” “I’d rather stand, if you don’t mind.” “Very well, Desmond,” he said. “I will tell you what I know. I will explain what Inman would not. And I will do this for several reasons. First, and most importantly, you were the one who turned the key. You experienced the anomaly first-hand. You were very lucky to survive. But you did, although you did not survive unchanged. I believe you saw some unusual things – in fact, I believe you still do. And because of this, I need your help.” “You?” said Desmond. “All of us.” “If you think I’m going to help Ben -” “Ben is not in charge here.” “Then who is?” There was a pause. “We call him Jacob,” Mikhail said. “And he holds the key to everything.”
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Post by GL-12 on Sept 4, 2007 13:30:32 GMT -4
Chapter 23
“But he said his name was Roger,” Hurley said. “It was on his nametag.” Alex shook her head. “He can look like different people.” “Who can?” Hurley asked. His head was starting to hurt. “Jacob,” Alex replied testily, as though a guy named Jacob who appeared as a long-dead guy named Roger was the simplest thing in the world. “It doesn’t make sense,” Hurley said. “Why would Roger come to me? I mean, why would Jacob appear to me as Roger, when I didn’t even know who Roger was? Other than the skeleton in the beer van.” Alex didn’t answer. She moved nervously around the house like she was looking for something, but wasn’t quite sure what it was. She reminded Hurley a little of a pinball in a machine. He wished she would just sit down. “Besides,” Hurley went on, “If he wanted to see Ben, why ask me? Why not you or Juliet or his new best buddy, Locke?” Alex suddenly quit pacing and stood directly in front of Hurley. “What else did he say to you?” she demanded. “Not much,” Hurley replied. “He asked if I had any kids.” Alex shook her head. “Did he say why he wanted Ben?” “No,” said Hurley. “Just that he had a message for him.” Alex’s brow wrinkled in confusion mixed with a healthy dose of fear. She looked so distressed that, without thinking, Hurley put a hand on her shoulder. “Hey, don’t worry,” he said. “He didn’t seem mad or anything.” He knew his words were meaningless. He had no idea what kind of trouble Ben might be in or what Roger or Jacob or whoever the hell it was might do. Oddly enough, Alex seemed comforted by his words. Or maybe it was simply his presence. Hurley had that effect on women. He was open and friendly and non-threatening and they all wanted to be his buddy. “Hey, Alex…it’s Alex, right?” Hurley said. Alex nodded. “Maybe we should go back to the beach. We can tell your dad that this Jacob dude is looking for him.” Without understanding why, Hurley had suddenly become very nervous. He felt as if they were being watched, and by someone distinctly unfriendly. Hurley looked around for Roger, but he and Alex were still alone in the living room. Alex had made no move to leave. “So, you wanna go?” Hurley asked hopefully. “Yeah, we should leave,” Alex replied. “But not for the beach.” “Where, then?” Hurley wasn’t sure he wanted to hear the answer. Alex went to the refrigerator and retrieved a couple of bottles which she stuffed into her pack. Then she kicked the refrig shut and headed for the front door. “I need to find Richard,” she said. “Who’s Richard?” asked Hurley, but Alex was already out the door. Hurley’s shoulders slumped and he let out a sigh. “Aw jeez,” he muttered, then set down his beer and followed her. ******************** Juliet made sure she was well out of earshot of the others on the beach before she stopped. She had walked in a serpentine path, alternately retracing her steps and then hunkering down in the brush to make sure she was not followed. The location she chose was secluded, but still at a high enough elevation that she should get a good signal. Finally satisfied that she was alone, she shrugged off her pack, unzipped it, and reached inside with a shaking hand. She darted a quick glance around at the surrounding trees before she knelt on the ground and pulled out the bulky satellite telephone. She still could hardly believe she had it. In the excitement and confusion of the helicopters’ arrival, the radio had been abandoned in the sand. When the shooting started and everyone had run for the trees, Juliet had nearly stepped on it. She had picked it up, intending to return it to Jack. But once it was in her possession, she found that her circle of trust had narrowed to herself. Jack had been here only a few months. Yes, he wanted to get home. But his determination was not one-tenth of hers. She had told him it would be necessary to kill Ben. He had numerous opportunities, but had always weakened when the moment arrived, including just yesterday on the hillside. Juliet, on the other hand, had surprised herself with her lack of remorse over Danny. She had lived and worked with him for three years, but when the time came, she gunned him down without a flicker of emotion. Jack was not there yet. No, if Juliet wanted to escape, she would have to make it happen herself. Electronics were not her forte, and she had to fiddle with the device for a few moments before the front panel lit up. ‘Searching for signal,’ it said. Juliet’s pulse sped up as the lights changed from blinking red to yellow. “Come on, come on,” she muttered, as if her encouragement would speed the process. As the radio blinked quietly, Juliet tried to rehearse what she should say. It was risky, she knew. The people on the other end of the line were clearly not the coast guard. But there had to be a way. Maybe they couldn’t all get home, but surely some of them could. She just had to find out who the people were and what they were after. She had information she could trade on. She knew a lot, and she was willing to tell them anything. Anything to get home. To get back to Rachel. To meet her nephew, the one she had helped bring to life. She would go to work in a clinic. They were always looking for doctors willing to work in poor neighborhoods. She didn’t care what it paid. The less prestigious the better. No more research. No more changing the world. She just wanted to go home. The device in her hand let out a high-pitched beep and Juliet almost dropped it. She stared at the panel trying to decipher how to send an outgoing message. So engrossed was she that she never noticed the figure emerging from the trees until he was standing right in front of her. “I’m starting to think you’re serious about wanting to leave here,” Ben said. Juliet jumped to her feet. “Stay away from me,” she blurted, clutching the radio to her chest. Ben did not move but fixed her in his unblinking gaze. “Juliet,” he said, his smooth voice almost hypnotic. “Think about what you are doing.” “Don’t try to sweet talk me, Ben,” she said, her voice choked with emotion. “I’m going home and you’re not going to stop me. I don’t care what it takes. I don’t care who gets hurt. I’m going home.” Tears welled in Juliet’s eyes and spilled onto her cheeks. “Alright,” Ben said. His entire body was unnaturally still. “You’re going home.” He paused. “With them?” With the slightest nod he indicated the radio. “The people who sent the helicopters? With the guns?” Juliet could not answer, but she clutched the radio tighter. “They tried to kill us, Juliet,” Ben went on. “Do you think they are picking up passengers?” “No!” Juliet snapped. “They tried to kill you! You are the one they are after. You and your people and whatever you are hiding here.” **************************** Hurley saw the smoke as soon as he stepped out of the house. “Yo, Alex!” he shouted, realizing that she must be upwind and not smell the smoke. Come to think of it, he couldn’t smell the smoke, which was strange, considering what a large cloud it was. Alex must not have heard him because she didn’t slow down. Hurley started to trot awkwardly to catch up with her, and tried again to get her attention. “Hey, I think there’s a fire,” he called out. About four steps into his run, Hurley stopped and stood frozen in place, eyes wide, mouth open in a silent shout. The smoke was moving. And it wasn’t just drifting on the wind like smoke was supposed to. It rose up in a column, like an animal rearing up on hind legs, and then sank back down and slithered after the dark-haired girl crossing the neatly mowed yards toward the trees. Hurley’s tongue finally loosened. “ALEX!!” he screamed. She turned to answer but her reply froze in her mouth as she saw the darkness pursuing her. She stared only a moment before she turned and started to run. Hurley felt as though he was watching a horror movie on the world’s biggest screen. The mass of smoke grew enormous and Alex looked like a miniature doll racing futilely ahead of a pursuing tidal wave. Once again the blackness flattened against the ground and a thin tendril reached out and wrapped around Alex’s ankle. She flew headfirst into the ground and was instantly jerked backward. Hurley could see her clawing desperately at the ground as she was dragged roughly over the uneven terrain. He stood paralyzed for a moment as the impulse to run after Alex battled the equally strong urge to run in the other direction. When the girl’s head took a particularly nasty bump on the ground, Hurley pried his fearful feet up and raced after her. Never exactly a sprinter, Hurley lagged further and further behind. He knew he would lose her completely if he didn’t do something. Not knowing what else to do, Hurley started screaming at the top of his lungs. “Hey!!!!! HEEYYYY!!!! Smoke thing!!!!! Stop!!!! STOP!!!!!” Hurley was so out of breath that his voice barely came out as a croak, but he flailed his arms wildly and kept on yelling. To his complete shock, the beast seemed to let loose of Alex’s foot and she rolled crazily over the ground, carried forward by momentum. Hurley did not see exactly where she came to rest as his attention was entirely captured by the smoke, which was now roiling back toward him. “Oh shiiii…..” his curse caught in his throat. Realizing it was pointless to try to outrun the thing, Hurley planted his feet and squared off to face it. His chest still heaved from the exertion of running and sweat poured from his face and drained down his neck. Hurley forced himself to keep his eyes open as the smoke moved slowly toward him like the head of a snake. It had no eyes, but Hurley was quite certain it was looking at him. All at once, he saw bright flashes like lightening in the middle of a thunder cloud. He thought he must be dying. “Wow, your life really does flash before your eyes,” he thought with ridiculous calmness as images of his mother and grandfather kaliedascoped with the Chicken Shack, a rickety dock, and the buffet at Pizza Hut. Suddenly the flashes stopped and the smoke disappeared as though it had been sucked down a drain. Only then did Hurley realize that his breathing had returned to normal and his pulse slowed down. So profound was the peace that enveloped him that he had to force himself into action when he remembered Alex. He shook his head and blinked as if shaking off sleep and then trotted toward where she had been abandoned by the creature. Hurley’s serenity dissipated as quickly as the smoke when he crested the small hill and saw the sharp drop-off on the other side. His eyes instantly snapped to the dark-haired figure that lay unmoving on a stony crag. “Alex! Alex!!!” he called out. She did not move. Hurley flattened himself on the ground and reached for her, but she was too far down. Her leg was hooked on a thin sapling, but that appeared to be the only thing keeping her from sliding further down into the deep ravine. Hurley knew he could not scramble down to her without risking sending her into that abyss. When it was clear she was not going to respond to his calls, he searched the ground around him and found a long stick. Laying back down on the ground he reached the branch out and poked Alex in the side. “Sorry,” he muttered, regretting the indignity of poking the poor injured girl with a stick, but he had to see if she was still alive. To his relief, she winced at the sharp jab, but she did not wake up. Hurley realized he could not rescue her by himself. Talking all the while to her unconscious form, he lowered his canteen with the stick so it lay just beside her hand and tossed down a couple of protein bars he had in his pack. With reassurances that he would be back before she knew it, Hurley set off toward the beach to get help. ************************* When Hurley crashed out of the trees into the clearing, Juliet seized the distraction as an opportunity to turn and run. Ben immediately moved to follow her but Hurley’s oversized paw on his shoulder halted his progress. He tried to shrug him off, but Hurley’s hand merely slipped down and clamped around Ben’s upper arm. He was heaving with exertion and tried to form coherent words as he leaned heavily on Ben’s arm and gulped for air. “Wai….” he panted. “Juli…. Doct….” Hurley pointed weakly at the spot where Juliet had disappeared. “Yes, I’ll get her,” Ben snapped, finally able to slide out of Hurley’s sweat slippery grasp. “No,” Hurley gasped as Ben started into the jungle in pursuit of Juliet. He leaned his palms on his knees and tried to steady his breath. “Alex….” he finally managed to croak, just as the foliage swallowed Ben. Ben instantly stopped and snapped back around to Hurley. “What about Alex?” Ben asked impatiently, looking over his shoulder to try to trace Juliet’s line of retreat. “She’s….” Hurley waved his hand back in the direction he had come from. “She’s what?!” Ben demanded. He seemed poised for flight as Juliet’s fading footsteps grew fainter. “The house…. we were…. smoke…” was all that Hurley was able to spit out. Ben’s expression immediately changed from impatience to abject fear. “What?!” he nearly shouted, grabbing Hurley’s shirt front and dragging him upright. “I…” Hurley hesitated. “I think Jacob’s got her.”
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Post by keyserzozie on Sept 9, 2007 12:37:01 GMT -4
CHAPTER 24.
Kate stared at the unconscious woman, trying to make out her features in the harsh illumination of the helicopter’s searchlight. Sarah. His wife. She almost laughed. If seeing Jack kiss Juliet had felt like a punch in the stomach to her, then this was like being thrown from a horse; first came the lurch and the sickening jolt, then the long, dizzy fall through the air, then the numbing impact of it; and finally, at last, and with something like relief, the pain. His wife. And he loves her. Not me. Not Juliet. Just her. And now there was nothing she could do but try to endure it with dignity. It had always been in Kate’s nature to hide; now she fought the urge again simply to run away into the jungle, but did not, knowing that someone would follow; unable to bear the knowledge that whoever it was would not be him. Instead, she kept her face in darkness. Not that Jack would have noticed her tears; Jack was a world away right now, pacing, kneeling, pacing again, feverishly dispensing orders – Sayid, fetch a blanket! Where’s Juliet? I want her here now! The medical kit. It’s in my tent. Oh, and check the helicopter for supplies. He maintained the illusion of being in charge, but Kate could see beyond the façade. She could see the confusion in his eyes, confusion and a wild kind of rage – the rage of one who has been goaded so unremittingly that nothing makes any sense any more. If Ben had been there, Kate understood that Jack would have killed him; not because Ben was responsible for this new and alarming development, but because Jack needed someone to blame, otherwise he’d lose his mind. In a way, she wished that Ben had been there. Her anger was irrational, but nevertheless she wished it. It didn’t make her feel any better about herself – how could she have ever believed that someone like Jack could like someone like her? – but it grounded her in a strange way. I’m a bad person, Kate thought. Face up to it. Bad to the core. She straightened up and pushed back her hair. She needed to keep up appearances. Jack wasn’t the only one there with her. Beyond them, into the line of tents, Sawyer was sitting watching them with the dull, incurious look he’d had since the day he came back with Ben’s tape recorder. Dammit, thought Kate. Him again. How was it that whenever anything bad happened, Ben was always somewhere nearby? She cursed inwardly and turned her attention back to the woman, the blonde woman who was Jack’s wife. Sarah. That was her name, he’d said. Kate was no doctor, but she’d tended to horses, and, looking at her, she thought the woman seemed okay. Her breathing was normal, her heartbeat just a little slow; her face pale, but that could have been normal for her; all of them were suntanned by now, and the pallor of one who spent her life indoors, rather than in a tent on the beach, might well now look like sickness to her. As Jack went through the medical kit, cursing, in search of some stimulant that wasn’t there, Kate unzipped Sarah’s jumpsuit, hoping to help ease her breathing, perhaps, or to reveal some injury that Jack’s initial examination had failed to expose. Beneath the jumpsuit Sarah was wearing shorts and a white sleeveless top. There was no visible injury. No blood, no obvious broken bones. But there was one thing that Kate could see – something that made her catch her breath - “Jack?” she said. But Jack hadn’t heard, or pretended as much. He was too busy giving orders. Instead it was Sayid who heard the troubled note in Kate’s voice. “What is it, Kate?” She looked at him, her eyes dismayed. “This woman -” she began. “Yes, Kate?” “She’s pregnant.”
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“So who the hell’s Jacob?” Desmond said. The whole of Mikhail’s story sounded like so much Russian claptrap to him, a ruse to lure him into a false sense of security before the other man broke his neck. “The question is not what Jacob is,” said Mikhail with a little smile. “Your question should be, what does he do? And why is it that so many of us feel able to sacrifice so much – even our lives – to ensure that the island – the island that in so many ways is Jacob – remains safe from outside attack?” Desmond shrugged. “So, tell me,” he said. “Telling you will not suffice,” said Mikhail impassively. “In many ways, you know more than I. You activated the failsafe key, saving yourself and your friends from the effects of the magnetic anomaly. That exposed you to – how shall I say it? – a monumental power source. Something that, if allowed to run free, would not only destroy all life on this island, but quite possibly the world as you know it. I know that’s the worst kind of cliché, but -” Desmond laughed. “You said it, brother. I’ve been fed that bullshit line before. Twice before, as it happens. Once from a man who told me I had more important things to do than to get pissed until I passed out every night, and the second time by that bastard Inman, who stole three years of my life with his lies -” Mikhail sighed impatiently. “The man was wearing red shoes.” Desmond stared at him. “What?” “The man was wearing red shoes. You noticed it especially. You were standing by the Tube station. The sun was shining. There was a crowd. And in the crowd, a man died – run over by a car, maybe, or killed by a fall of scaffolding -” Desmond went white. “That was my dream. I dreamed that -” Mikhail shrugged. “How could I share your dream?” he said. “But it wasn’t real. I mean – it felt real – the realest dream I ever had – but I woke up, didn’t I?” he said bitterly. “I woke up, and I was still here.” “Maybe,” Mikhail said. “What d’you mean, maybe?” Desmond was getting angry now, and he couldn’t shake off the conviction that Mikhail was somehow teasing him, playing on his instability for some sinister purpose of his own. “Well, in another life, perhaps you stayed there with Penelope; you bought the ring, you married her; you never went to Australia –” “Another life?” “A possible life. The life you might have had if some part of its complex equation had been changed.” “But it didn’t” said Desmond angrily. Mikhail went on, as calm as ever. “Imagine,” he said, “a series of photographs, taken consecutively and at enormous speed. Frames so close as to appear almost identical. And yet they are not; they form a sequence. A sequence that may only be seen when these images are put into a film projector and shown at the correct number of frames per second. Imagine removing just one of these frames – you might see a blip, or, more likely, you’d never miss the image at all -” “I’m no photographer,” said Desmond. “I’m talking about reality,” said Mikhail, with a weary sigh. “I’m talking about how it would be if you could move the pictures around in the projector, make the film run backwards, or sideways, or upside down, or change the ending totally -” Desmond frowned. “My flashes -” he said. “You’re talking about my flashes -” “Not yours,” Mikhail said. “These flashes, as you call them, come from the individual that Ben calls Jacob. I have had many years to consider this, many years alone in my station at the Flame. Ben has told me certain things, and others I have thought out for myself. But if my thinking is correct, then we are the pictures, the frames in the film. You might say - to coin a pretentious phrase -” Mikhail gave his scarred smile. “Flashes from the archives of oblivion.”
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The chasm was deep and smelt of rain. Hurley looked cautiously down into it, half-afraid that the girl might have fallen further and disappeared into the stony green throat of the pit. As it turned out he was half-right. Alex had slipped in the time he’d been gone. Now she was twenty or more feet down, on a rocky ledge above the chasm. She was sitting huddled there like an owl, long legs tucked under her body, thin arms wrapped around her chest. She was conscious, barely; her head was bleeding, and a trail of blood marked the pale stone. “Alex!” “Dad?” Her voice was weak. Blood loss and fatigue, thought Ben; but if she slipped into unconsciousness, she would lose her balance on the ledge and be plunged into the deep rift, three hundred feet or more below. “Stay there. Hang on.” This was no time for words. Recriminations could come later; emotions, too, could be unleashed. It had taken Ben very little time to realize that Hurley could answer none of his questions – the big man had seen what he called a “smoke-monster-thing” that had dragged Alex towards the pit, but he had no inkling of Jacob’s true nature, although he’d seen some ephemera – Ben refused to call them ghosts – and had, if he were to be believed, actually spoken to Roger Linus – Bring me. My. Son. Ben shook his head. Now wasn’t the time for that. Later he could ask those questions again. Later, he could give vent to his anger and fear. Right now his child was in danger, and nothing – not Jacob, not the island, not even his own life – mattered in comparison. “There’s rope in the outhouse. Get it,” he said. “It’s hanging on a hook on the wall. Hurry! Go!” He’s scared, Hurley thought as he started to run. At last, I get to see Ben scared. Certainly there was no mistaking the naked terror in Ben’s face. Not the way he’d been before, when he’d been arguing for his life, or the way he’d looked tied up in the hatch; but the way a man looks when his deepest and most secret fear has finally been revealed – and once more Hurley felt a fleeting sense of sympathy. Well, I guess even bastards love their kids – “Please, Hurley! Get the rope -” And such was the urgency in his tone that Hurley didn’t even stop to look at the coil of black smoke that emerged from the trees, moved eerily against the wind and ballooned like a parachute above Ben’s head, or pause to hear the static-ridden voice that came from the cloud like a thunderbolt. Benjamin, (it said). It’s time.
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Ben looked up at the sound of the voice. His eyes could hardly bear the light that strobed and flashed from within the cloud, but he knew that if he showed weakness of any kind, then he and Alex were dead for sure. Static raised the hairs on his arms and crawled like snakes across his scalp; and he knew that at any moment the electricity contained within the cloud might earth in a sudden discharge of energy, striking him down where he stood, reducing him to a heap of ash. It had happened before, by the hut on the hill. Had happened many times, in fact; the path leading to the little hut was strewn with the ashes of those that Jacob had tried and found wanting. “Alex,” he said, trying to keep his voice from shaking. He thought he’d managed reasonably well, though he guessed that the black cloud – the thing he thought of in his mind as Azrael, the Angel of Death - sensed more of his thoughts than was comfortable. She betrayed you, said the voice. “No,” said Ben, his face turning pale. She betrayed her father, went on the voice from the black cloud. Just as you betrayed yours. “Please,” said Ben in a low voice. He knew what was coming next, of course. How could he not know? The concept of payment and sacrifice had been firmly instilled in him from an early age – by Richard, among others – and he was well aware that the entity that called itself Jacob in his mind followed rules which were as primitive and pitiless as anything in Deuteronomy. You know the law, said the thing in the cloud. You deliberately disobeyed my orders. You defied me regarding John Locke. You abused your powers for your own ends. Your pride has put the island at risk. And now it’s time for you to be humbled. To be made to pay for what you’ve done. “You think I haven’t already paid?” Ben’s voice rang out harshly across the chasm. “I’ve suffered more than anyone. I’ve lost everyone. Everything - From the cloud the voice was merciless. Not quite everything, it said. Ben glanced down at the small, hunched figure on the rocky ledge out of his reach. “Not Alex,” he said. “She’s only sixteen -” Isaac was even younger than that when Abraham took him out onto the mountain. And Isaac was an innocent. Unlike you, Benjamin – it added, with something almost approaching humour. “Well, I’m not Abraham,” said Ben in a raw, angry voice that even he did not recognize. “And I’m not going to sacrifice my child.” The inhuman voice took on a silky quality, like ancient brocade about to rot. You dare to defy me, Benjamin? “Please,” Ben whispered, bowing his head. “Anything but this. Please. Punish me however you like. But I can’t – I can’t -” Last chance to earn my forgiveness, it said. For a moment Ben remained, head bowed, staring down into the chasm. He wasn’t sure how much Alex had heard of the interchange, but her eyes were wide and terrified – and yet oddly trusting nevertheless, as if the mere fact of her father’s presence was enough to give her hope, as if even now she still believed that with Ben near by, nothing too dreadful could happen to her - Then he looked up, oddly serene, into the cloud descending on him. Lightning seethed around his head. Static ran up and down his arms. To Alex, it looked as if her father was made of light; his hair torched bronze; his eyes ablaze; all of him bleached white, like an angel – Will you submit? said the voice from the cloud. Now Ben smiled. “No,” he said.
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